It is easy to sit here and say that I believe that God has plans for my life.
When you have been told all your life you are crap, not worth the energy that it would take to kill you; Believing that God has found value in you can be hard, very hard.
Psalms 119:105 “Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.”
I leave in less than a week to go to the She Speaks Conference. The book proposal is written, everything is lined up. Yes, I do have butterflies but it is more for the new beginning of this next chapter in my life. I know that this is what God has said I would do. It was not something that I believed I could do and for 18 years I didn’t have the faith in the Father to hold His hand. I avoided His call, I know this next step is by His strength and I have to have faith in Him to stand.
I say none of this out of pride or to boast just to say I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. So if you should think about it and say a prayer for God’s glory to prevail, and for me to remember that I am good enough.